Oh my word Kev!!! You tried to jump out of a window?? That's not good Kev, you could have really hurt yourself or worse. How high was this window? When it gets to the point when you are risking your own safety, something has to change. But I know you already know that. You are working so hard on your sobriety Kev, you are so incredibly strong. If it's time to move on, you will be absolutely fine Kev. Better than fine, you'll be giving yourself the best possible chance of finding true and lasting happiness xxx