Thank you. It's so hard to accept that he places alcohol above me, even though I think it to myself daily, it didn't seem real until I read it from others.
I had been getting therapy at my school, however I can only see a therapist in training and my issues were out of their realm of knowledge. I suffer from an extreme form of social anxiety and was advised to seek further help. However, my insurance (which I am in no position to change at the moment) does not cover mental health care, so I can no longer have counseling/therapy of any type (grad student budget). I have looked into the Al-Anon meetings, I really want to go but again my anxiety has prevented be from physically attending. I started here in an attempt to work myself up to am Al-Anon meeting. I'm hoping in time I'll be able to attend.