Kev,
As hard as the weekend was for you, you are a shining example of how we get through these things. Your self review is so clearly and compellingly honest and you seem to have made good solid sobriety based decesions. I use to feel like I was responsible for my son's feelings. It took me a long time to realize that is what it was and that it was a form of control.
If you don't drink, the cravings will lessen and disappear. And maybe this will be a reminder you can keep of just how powerful alchohol can be if you put it in your mouth, or the bottle if you have it in your home right now.
I do hope you threw away the bottle.
Thank you so much for sharing such a strong and compelling part of your life with us
and remember!