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tomsteve hey there,chilled!! WHY did you change yer lil avatar!?!?!?! i was laughin at the....umm...yeah...
anyways, i dont think i had a thought that wasnt negative for some time. i did one helluva job for many years of making regretful,embarrassing, remorseful moments.plus i really made a mess of my life. there was a LOT of negativity going on in my melon.
but as i worked at recovery- at lookin at causes and conditions for why i was how i was who i was, and worked at sweeping away the wreckage, the negativity subsided
my coconuts could turn the newcomers away!
It's just frightening thoughts at the moment, will pass in time im sure, just wanted to know I wasnt the only one.