Hey Adam - Thanks for sharing... I look forward to interacting with you here on SR and following the "Journey" ..
I know what you mean " it's hard for me to imagine life without booze filling all those holes. And yet, that's what I need to do. "..
That is been my most amazing accomplishment.... I have been able to be "OK" with NOT drinking at all the "Usual" times or emotional situations, special events and places I go.
Best to you today!