Originally Posted by
Chilledice 
Will never change what I have done, the shame is ripping me up inside.
The life you get back sober, will be a new one, a new you. You must come to grips with the old you........and then bury that guy.
We all have so many things in our past, that make us want to wretch, to drink, to kill that SOB that we could be in our past. Drinking only makes that jerk come back. Sobriety gives you the peace to bury him and become the new you.