I'm with Ananda on this one Kev. Sorry if we sound like over protective mothers but we care about you so much.
I feel for you, I really do and I'm so hypocritical because when I was your age I was falling out of every club in London drunk as a skunk and thinking I was living the dream. I wasn't of course. I was living a nightmare but was so deeply in denial about my addiction, I was years away from being free.
You are so enlightened Kev. I know you want to go out and listen to loud music but I'm not sure that's the right place for you tonight. If there's even the slightest chance of it all going wrong and you waking up hungover tomorrow, I really think you should stay in tonight and wait for your friend to call. And post here. We're all here for you Kev xxxx