Hi sugarangel!
How are you doing?
As for seeing a Therapist? I saw one many years ago! She'd get so tickled at how I'd talk about and around everything I should have been talking about. I didn't want to say what was hurting me inside or how life was treating me in general! So I learned to be honest with her and just let the crap flow out of me. To my surprise it really made me feel a lot better!
I managed to get a lot off my shoulders and out in the open! She taught me how to deal with my feelings and how to just let it go when it started building up inside of me. Thanks to her? I'm dealing with life today on my terms and nobody else's!
Hold your head up high and know you matter in this world!
TOD