One time I tried throwing myself out of a van. The guy i was seeing at the time barely got a hold of my hand as i dangled out the passenger door. So i kicked out the windshield of his van and punched him in the face.
Sobriety is dangling your arm out the window, not your body out the door. ugh... i really hope i get a grasp on it this round. I've been sober on and off for over a year. Thankfully many more sober months w/ a week of binge drinking in between.