Hello
I know what you mean about holding that bottle of wine. I can relate. Sometimes, I get pleasure from holing a bottle of pills. Sometimes I open the bottle and take a look. After a while of doing that, I eventually take one. Or two. Then it goes on for a while when even though I promise never to take another pill again, I find myself breaking and entering to get the pill. It is the most shameful thing that I have ever done.