well, AH has a business trip tomorrow back to the town he got sober for 2 years in and mentioned (out of the blue) that he might call his old sponsor. This is the sponsor that was always good at giving him a kick in the arse when needed. My first thought is that it scares me. We have been down this road so many times, I almost don't want him to try again (if that's what comes of it) unless he is 100% committed. Last go around he told me from the beginning that it probably won't stick and to not even tell anyone. If you are going into anything like that, how is it going to be successful? If he's not all in and gives it a go, we are all in for another ride. Eventually I will have to get off.