Hi, friends.
I remember when I was contemplating quitting wine I was hell scared that I wouldn't be able to cope with life without my anesthesia.
I am 4 months and 8 months sober, and still scared of uncertainty, but no more of uncertainty of how it feels to live my life sober.
I came across this fear-setting exercise some time ago, and it helps.
https://www.ted.com/talks/tim_ferris..._of_your_goals
Maybe, give it a try and face your fears related to sobriety?
Have a great weekend.