I used to HATE counting days because to me it was such a huge set up for failure.
And I compared myself constantly to others too, like those in the same month class as me, etc.
Now I count months. I have a couple apps that count days but I don't really and haven't really paid attention to many day numbers.
I know it's different this time because I meant it and I am committed to it.
Those other times that I staunchly said I was NOT a day counter, I knew I didn't really mean it. Somewhere in the back of my mind, I was not committed and kept one toe out the back door. Just in case.
All I know now is I'm a handful of days away from 6 months. Last year this time I was having trouble stringing together 6 days never mind weeks.
I know for me, it's something I get to look forward to bring in the new year with every year. I never thought Id get this far and I'm eager to keep putting numbers in my pocket, god knows I put enough money in the government's pockets with my drinking, I'd like to take a little something back of my own in celebration.
