Originally Posted by
stargazer016 
Feeling very blaise about life the past couple of days. ...
My AV was acting up yesterday, as it was very hot in these parts.
Maybe this is a good time to try something that will stretch you. Boredom and complacency create a big empty playing field for the screwed-up side of an insane/alcoholic/drug-addicted mind to exercise its muscles. You gotta keep that field dominated by what your sobriety chooses.
What would the right thing to engross and reward you? Are you really a stargazer? Maybe it's time to shop for a telescope. Or maybe build a little fountain in that backyard?
I love that grizzly bear image, Mark!