Originally Posted by
Ituvia 
I felt responsible, I suppose. I feel angry and sad at the same time. He was crying incessantly.
any chance he
knowscrying would be one tactic to try and keep you his hostage? he knows it would make you feel responsible?
great news here is you only
felt responsible. feelings arent always reality.
i have a question now:
the day after my last drunk,my( by then ex- i just hadnt been informed yet)) fiance told me some of what i had done and said the day/evening before in a blackout then tossed me out.
thats when i decided to get help.
who would be responsible for me getting help- her or me?