I was determined not to be an alcoholic and not stop drinking too.
I tried the substituting my favourite drink for another kind of alcohol I really didn't like.
Didn't 'work' for long though.
I do understand - you really want it to work.
I remember that desperation too.
If it's what you want, I hope it works for you long term and forever more FemaleBoss.
If not, you know where we are
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