[QUOTE=AngieMay;6493534]
Originally Posted by
OT4Kids 
I am so sorry for what you are going through
Its almost an addiction itself, trying so hard to save someone in hopes of being rewarded with the life imagined if they sober. Thank you for the feedback it means a lot i found this site on a desperate whim trying to understand.
Yes!!! Trying to save my AH became an addiction in and of itself. I became obsessed with trying to get him clean that I lost myself in the process.
Keep reading the posts on this forum, I think you will find a lot of good information that can help you.