Originally Posted by
Maudcat 
I am so sorry, Dee. You must be feeling 100 kinds of awful right now.
I have no words.
Go get tested. Make sure you are okay.
Deep breaths.
I have to get out of this marriage so that I never have to feel pain from his direction again. I would not survive it. I can't. I feel like the last few months have taken a decade off of my life.