Originally Posted by
Maudcat 
Hi, Cocobeano. Welcome.
I ask this question gently and with respect.
Where exactly is the fun in waking up feeling like c**p every morning?
Alcohol leeches away energy, drive, ability.
Giving it up will be the smartest thing you have ever done.
Unless of course you bought Intel stock at $45.
THAT is the smartest thing anyone could have done.
Good luck on your journey. Here when you need us.
It's not! Totally not worth it! I wish that were enough to deter. It's that snap judgement where u just don't give a hoot n nanny. Need to push through that part. Distraction. Hobbies. Ugh. Hobbies sound like work and boring. It will come. Still in day one. Sober and staying positive.