Yeah towards the end, I didn't want anything to do with xabf intimately. I didn't feel close to him. He told me - you used sex as a weapon. I told him - you know, I thought that for a long time too, but it isn't true. I don;t have to sleep with anyone I don't want to sleep with, especially if I'm not enjoying it or if it makes me feel bad. Amazing how they can twist things...and how we can take that ball and run with it on the guilt side.