Thank you. That's precisely how I feel. When in it, I feel like there's no end to it.
At least this time I didn't hit it as hard. I kept eating...which I never do when drinking. Maybe a cracker or two to stop the spins. Every other time I go back out I just hit it harder. At least this time I didn't go totally nuts. It was almost as if I wasn't even committed to getting obliterated. So that's a plus. Today will be rough, but it's been worse.
Just thankful for the support her and AA. Although I'm going to tell my family there too. I know they'll understand. They have been around the block a few times too.
Thank you!!