Thanks Seren.
Is normal to just want to sit in a corner an cry? I've been crying whenever I'm alone and just can't stop.
The councelor said that if he's started drinking again he won't be able to stop by himself, can't do the "after care" because he has to be sober for it and will have to go to a clinic to sober up again.
I told him all of this and he immediately said he won't go to a clinic again. He says he'll stop tomorrow and get it together but we have all heard that before.
I'm frustrated, scared, mad, sad... but keeping it together for my kids.