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Old 05-28-2017, 04:43 PM
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Hitbytrain
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Lonely

Originally Posted by OT4Kids View Post
He of course had stopped paying his health insurance before he went to the psych ER, before his ambulance ride, and before getting hospitalized for putting his arm and body thru a thick glass window. He is in a homeless shelter and has been unable to work due to his injuries.

I am trying to stay strong.

Thank you all for your continued support.

I am going to have a good cry but continue to do stuff for work. Though I do feel lonely.

And yes, it is true that at least I know he isn't coming here instead of wondering every night if I would hear from him or if he was coming home. And I know he isn't out spending my money at a bar or getting tickets on my car.

I am home crying instead of driving around in the middle of the night. And I am getting some things done. So it could be worse.
Hello OT. Lonely is ok. Lonely won't kill you. This bond with this person just might.

Besides, I haven't finished all 450 posts yet... but I'd bet money you were extremely lonely when he was there too.

Be healthy. Stay busy. Don't disappear from here. Stay strong. Sleep. Eat. Shower. Focus on you job and kids. And love yourself.... just 1/2 as much as you love him.

He sounds like he need medical attention for mental problems. So sorry. Love YOU. Stay focused on you. Stay distant. Seek clear thoughts. xoxo. Hugs.
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