He of course had stopped paying his health insurance before he went to the psych ER, before his ambulance ride, and before getting hospitalized for putting his arm and body thru a thick glass window. He is in a homeless shelter and has been unable to work due to his injuries.
I am trying to stay strong.
Thank you all for your continued support.
I am going to have a good cry but continue to do stuff for work. Though I do feel lonely.
And yes, it is true that at least I know he isn't coming here instead of wondering every night if I would hear from him or if he was coming home. And I know he isn't out spending my money at a bar or getting tickets on my car.
I am home crying instead of driving around in the middle of the night. And I am getting some things done. So it could be worse.