Welcome! Judging? Not much of that here: most of us have our hands full judging ourselves!
But, joking aside, with sobriety your perception will sharpen. You'll discover the scorn you perceive in others is mostly a figment of your imagination. You will temper the scorn you direct at yourself with self awareness and self-acceptance. The beginning of the sober journey is usually not an easy one, but I have never regretted taking those first steps.