Welcome to SR, Thebboxer. There is lots of support here.
How about joining the May class here? It's a thread for the newly sober and those who want to be.
It sounds a though you are ready to make a change.
You should. Alcohol does nothing but make us unhappy.
I am sober three years. I feel good, my body has healed and rebounded from the drink.
Relationships are better.
Best of all, no more hangovers.
Peace.