Originally Posted by
BrendaChenowyth 
In love with probably isn't the right phrase, but addicted to... I don't understand why..
My guess is because it feels safer for you. If you expose your feelings to a psychopath and he spurns them, well, that's understandable. It's much less pleasant when the spurning comes from someone 'normal'.
Logically you see the lunacy, but that doesn't override the fear...
Just armchair psychology 101 based on a few sentences and a lot of assumptions. Maybe you should consider seeing a professional who can really help you sort it out.
Best of Luck on Your Journey!
