I think at the moment you need to focus on the present time. Thinking into the future is too much to handle at the moment and your main focus right now is to stay sober. This is true for myself as well on day 6. Today, I don't drink.
Thinking of you.
PS every time I've tried to quit day 3 and 4 are really really hard. It's when the cravings really start to hit hard which I think is part of the withdrawal process. It's usually when my AV tries to convince me that I just need to moderate my drinking or that one little drink won't hurt or that I don't really have a drinking problem...
