Post here. Read. Chat if you need to. Attend a meeting if you need to.
Just dont drink today.
Those BIG thoughts of the future and how sad and hard it all is will not serve you too well at this time, and no matter how URGENT they sound, don't trust them.
Thats that not too smart voice of FEAR talking to you again. Its just fear.
Stay here. Stay in the now. Youre doing great Newlife! You really are.
Have just a lttle faith in this process, and the untold gifts it will bring. For one thing... Youre not hungover, shaking and full of shame. Thats an ENORMOUS gift right there <3