At some point it got to where it wasn't about me. I go to two meetings a week typically. I also help set up and occasionally chair. I do all of this not because I think I will drink if I don't but because there were people doing it when I was lost, hopeless, and in pain and they saved my life. We need to be there for the newcomer. It could save their life. And who knows when one of us with some sober time will need a boost as well.