Thank you so much for your encouragement. I think first thing I'm going to do is get into therapy with Sara. She's already in therapy (ADHD). I've been in therapy before and am on medication for depression & anxiety. I have what's called Borderline Personality Disorder and as a bonus, ADHD. The BPD is from extreme abuse as a child, it's a spin-off of Post-traumatic stress disorder. A main problem with having that is the inability to make decisions and follow through. BPD makes people act rashly, hurting themselves. So it's made me terrified to even move. I will get back into therapy to help me cope and I'm going to stay with you all for support. I had a long talk with my daughter Sara last night and she's got some extremely severe problems coping with school, socializing, kids teasing her and the list goes on. I've been focusing on my problems so long I haven't listened to her. OMG, I want to take Sara and crawl into a cocoon.