Hi everyone...
I caved last week and took a pill because my withdrawal was so bad. The person I got them from doesn't know about my problems with addiction and readily gave me a handful of Percocet. I feel like a jackass.
I took the last one 2 days ago and my withdrawal is insane right now. I've been in communication with my sponsor. I haven't slept and I've been on the couch sweating it out for the last 2 days.
I'm kind of hating myself for being such a continual f*** up. I want to stop so badly but every time the withdrawal gets bad enough I cave. Even if I call someone before using I still end up doing it. I think I might need to look into detox at this point because obviously I'm not having too much luck trying to stop by myself.