Welcome,
I am so glad you are here. Wine was also my downfall, but is has been almost 17 momgns since I have had a sip of alcohol, and I am able to deal with life much better. You can do this. Join the May of 2017 class, you'll be surrounded by others who have stopped drinking this month as well. Also, check out the 24 hour thread, lots of great support on there.
You've got this!