Originally Posted by
SlickRick07 
I've known I'm an alcoholic for 10 years, but I'm a binge drinker not a constant drinker. I went to a social professional event. I show up and there is 20 bottles of wine. I hand't drank in a week, but felt pressured to partake. I only drank two half glasses then excused myself. If I was by myself I'd drink everything dry. Why do we sandbag? Have you done it?
Why? Simply put I like to get f-up up.
I could be having a great day or maybe not. I could be bored. Doesn't really matter. I like to get loaded.
Problem is my drinking and /or pot smoking became problematic over time.
Best I avoid the drink along with the dope. I realize most people can control such vices but unfortunately this doesn't include me.e