Nearly a Year and a Half off alcohol
But about 6 months into a increasingly more dangerous and expensive, isolating drug addiction. And not just one drug. Cocaine. Dihydrocodeine. Diazepam. Amphetamine. I have probably lost about 3 stone. Cant remember my last meal, that I made. Im using late at night, not even enjoying it, get tense and scared, but keep at it till thats done then od on anything that aids sleep and repeat next day. Eventually told doctors. No real help offered. I badly badly want rehab. Dunno why there isnt an emergency nhs admissions. Because if this gets any worse, the debt, the constant lying and not being who I am. I could return to booze. And that will kill me. I just need rehab. I think all this got worse when I let a friend move in for a bit. My using, id say, 70% increased then. Hes still here. In my spare room. Seems the only thing me and most of my friends really have is our habits...