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Old 05-19-2017, 05:14 PM
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D122y
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Lately I have been looking back through folks posts that relapsed.

From what I see w you is everything was going great and then on 10 May you stopped posting until today...3 days clean.

So you had over a month clean?

Curious about your thought process and the events of yout relapse.

Also about the kindling process.

I relapsed back in 2014 after about 30 days clean. I was feeling....what I thought was...... normal. We went to Cancun and I drank a bunch of Tequila.

My anxiety was fine, but I felt light headed...floaty...for the remainder of the vacation. I drank pretty much the whole time.

My last and final quit...the floaty feeling lasted for months and months.

The..floaty...feeling...is pretty much gone now...but I figure if I relapsed...it would be back.....this time it might take 2 or 3 years to go away...if ever.

What do you think?

Thanks.
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