Realizing the problem..
I wrote this in another thread and was told I may get better results here.
I dont guess I have ever said any of this "out loud" but here goes nothing.
Im 32. Have a husband Ive been with since I was 18. We have 2 beautiful babies, 2 and 4.
Ive always drank just never like this. Since moving 2 years ago, I went from a glass of wine or maybe a beer at night, not everynight, to now buying a big bottle of wine and downing half or more between 4pm and 9pm. This happens most everynight. I dont get blackout drunk. Most nights I dont even feel drunk. Yesterday, I had a glass at 2pm because I was going to get my hair done. Then another at 230. Then the rest of my big bottle was gone by 5pm. I was drunk at 5pm! Wth?! My husband had to drive us to our dinner plans because I couldnt. Its a sick feeling. I have a love/hate relationship with ms.pinot. Devil in a bottle yet I keep coming back for more.
I want to stop. Im just now sure how. My husband works out of town a lot and I am a SAHM, So the thought of having a seizure or something while here alone with this kids, really freaks me out. Is there a such thing as tapering? Is it even possible?