"Am I in a dangerous place, and is my disease just telling me that I feel good? "
just my opinion- you already know you are and are trying to rationalize why youre not.
its not the disease of addiction tellin ya anything. addiction cant say a dam thing unless youre using.
its the disease of denial,pride,ego....... 4th step will prolly reveal more.
you got through the steps in 6 months,eh?