Originally Posted by
TotallyTuckered 
And now that I am done defending myself and choices I'll just lurk as it feels safer.
Thank you for what support I received today.
Please keep posting! There's a wealth of information here and many people that have been where you are. It sounds like you are doing all you can. I commend you for reaching out to so many people and places for help. It would be easy to try to pretend it's not happening but you are not doing that.