Originally Posted by
AnvilheadII 
he's become my best friend
REALLY????
that's when he pushed me out in public, kept yelling in my face. He wouldn't let me in the house, he locked me out, and when he finally let me in he smashed my head in the wall. The whole night was him yelling at me, threatening me, pushing me onto the ground, hitting me. He has a big problem with me not spending enough money on him,
^^^that is NOT a friend. that is someone who uses and abuses you.
I know people who throw things, and break things when they are angry
and that is not normal or acceptable behavior. EVER.
you MUST get away from this guy. and anyone who lashes out in anger. it's NOT ok.
I'm more mad at the situation I am in, like why did this happen to me.
How can someone do this to another person. Why does he still want me around, just to do this? he says he's hurting everyone who doesn't deserve yet he keeps doing it.
i can't see myself getting over this, I don't know how people do and it's really unfair the abuser just numbs themselves out with drugs and alcohol while we suffer.