Congrats Cellardoor...first step always the hardest!
I am celebrating 17 months today. It took me about 6 months to find a home group I really liked....now I play golf with the group members and we have dinner before every meeting.....I have even led a few of them.
Hang in there and you'll find one that fits you! Never went to any meeting were people did not want you to do well/recover.....adn ALWAYS felt better after any meeting than before I went!
Good luck!