Thanks so much for the words of support, everyone. I do appreciate it. Every day lately has seemed so difficult, so close to a relapse. I keep telling myself just one more day. Hang on for one more day, and see how you feel then (still going through some physical/emotional withdrawals and dealing with the anxiety so that is making it difficult). I know you guys are right. I just have to find it in me to keep going to the meetings as often as I can. There is lots of wisdom and experience in there with people who have years of sobriety that I need to expose myself to. I need to actually "make the act" of working on my sobriety and drug free life, and I know that going to meetings can be a big part of that. I plan to go again tonight. Maybe the same one. Haven't decided yet. But I do plan to check out a few different ones.