I'm mad that this happened to me and he isn't remorseful at all. He doesn't care he's ok I'm hurting.
You have every reason to be hurt and angry. Even if he was remorseful, it would not make what he does OK....and it would not prevent it in the future. You would never do these things to someone - I hope you will consider talking to a domestic violence advocate.
This type of situation creates so much long lasting damage, and its really hard to see that when you are in the middle of it. Big hugs to you