Originally Posted by
RainyAZ 
I want to stop but just can't. I need something else in it's place. Seriously I have thought about pot, or the pain killers I still have from when I had breast cancer last year. They would give me the release and calm I am always looking for.
Exercise gives me the release and calm you speak of. It's the healthiest replacement for alcohol I've found.
I hope you will find your way to recovery Rainy. It's so much better than letting alcohol control one's life.
