From me too, Del. All of that stuff piled on top of each other would drive anybody insane!
I really, really admire you for not saying F-it and having a drink just for spite!
You are made of very tough stuff. You've weathered some big storms before, and each time you build more experience to draw on.
I definitely agree that you should see the lawyer.
I hope you can get some support from your sponsor.
Don't feel bad for not catching up with the thread!
Just unload as you need to.