I'm sorry you drank but it's good you've come right back.
I let my lack of confidence defeat me for years. Every time I made a new record for sober days I grew fearful of the uncharted territory.
The thing is... its not uncharted - thousands of people here and millions in AA have charted it - all you need to do is ask for help
Is there anyway you can deal with this in a more healthy way next time it arises?
Nows the time to start making a better plan Weev
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