Originally Posted by
Weev1l 
Would like to commit to meeting tonight but feel trapped by friends, can't say no to them. Aaaaahhhhhh
you say you want to hide, yet will go to a party with friends, yet not an AA meeting...hhhhmmmm...
if you make staying sober #1 priority, yes you can say no to them and go to a meeting.
did you leave a message on your sponsors phone?
got any other numbers to call?
AA Thought for the Day
Keeping sober is the most important thing in my life. The most important decision I ever made was my decision to give up drinking. I am convinced that my whole life depends on not taking that first drink. Nothing in the world is as important to me as my own sobriety. Everything I have, my whole life, depends on that one thing.
Can I afford ever to forget this, even for one minute?
Meditation for the Day
I will discipline myself. I will do this disciplining now. I will turn out all useless thoughts. I know that the goodness of my life is a necessary foundation for its usefulness. I will welcome this training, for without it God cannot give me this power. I believe that this power is a mighty power when it is used in the right way.
Prayer for the Day
I pray that I may face and accept whatever discipline is necessary. I pray that I may be fit to receive God's power in my life.
p.s.
throw out the ass kikin machine. it aint helpin and ya.