I would like to be a lean, clean, yoga machine.
But apparently I think I can be that and have two bottles of wine and I am trying desperately to find a way to combine both. I am so happy I didn't buy any more this morning. I desperately want to be feeling better but I desperately don't want to feels pain or sad or anything.
I rang sponsor who's not in. Agony picking up the phone.
Would like to commit to meeting tonight but feel trapped by friends, can't say no to them. Aaaaahhhhhh