Day 1 over and over and over and over again
It's taken me all morning to force myself to post this. I let myself down and all you lot and drank two bottles of wine last night. I tried to extricate myself from that relationship but didn't. Feel like a low-down, stinking worm with a hangover. Don't want to be honest with my sponsor. Want to hide.
Have an effing party tonight. Aaaaahhhhh. Trapped. Hate myself.