Hi fini,
I "know" you as we've posted in the many of the same threads in the past. I always welcome discourse.
Originally Posted by fini
for me, i was convinced i had entire free choice whether to drink or not, and it took me a couple of years sober to see that my choice-mechanism was impaired in this department.
Do you not have free choice as to whether you will drink or not? What is a choice-mechanism?